Well tonight there is a awkward silence in my thoughts as I just take a moment to process what I have been told. Details don't matter as I have told many I type my feelings and they are just missing at this point...I am numb to exactly what is going on.
I am distracted by everyday life kids and work. The flu that somehow crept its way into what I thought was my germ free home.
I continue to stay positive deliberately pointing out all my blessings instead of counting all my trials.
Meccia is about the same still feverish and Josh has been SUPER HUSBAND jumping in alternating work times and helping with the long list of medications Meccia is taking, entertaining the boys, and dating Hali, praying over me when he sees I am at the end of my rope but just don't say anything.
Countless friends send me text and FB messages of prayers and support, for my grandmother and my family.
I am filling out the invites for meccias baptism. I am elated to have the honor of seeing that next weekend!
Life is moving things are changing, and I don't get to control it all. I do get to choose how I react to what is happening though and I choose to remain steadfast. To draw closer to Jesus and love those around me with all my might for however long it is God loans them to me.
I was encouraged tramendously by a dear friend with this scripture and I have held this promise close to my heart today.
James 1:12
"Blessed is the woman who remains steadfast under trial, for when she has stood the test she will receive the crown of life, which God has promised to those who love him."
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