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Tuesday, November 23, 2010

I HATE you so much right now!

Dear Sir,

I am a friend of your girlfriend/your wife/your daughter. I want you to know a few things...

I hate you when I see her broken. I hate you when I see her tears. I hate you when I see the person you have made her become. I hate what you do to her on the inside and out. You control her even more than you think. I hate that she works to keep your heart. Your heart is distant, cold, unreachable. She will never be good enough to make you change. I hate the bruises that cover her body because you think this makes you a man? The screams don't matter to you and your apologies don't matter to me!

It sickens me to think you have convinced her this is her fault or even worse that you have beat her down to the point she feels as though she deserves it! I hate the way you speak to her, the way you use her, the way you cheat her out of life. I hate how she smiles when you call because she doesn't realize what a punk you really are! I hate the way she won't take my help when I offer to take her far away to a place where there is love and safety!

You know what I hate the most! I hate the control you have over me!! I hate that you can feel my soul with such dark feelings! I hate that you have taken my friend! I hate that you make me cry for her that you make my heart break for her pain!

I am praying God will heal her pain. That one day she will realize I write and feel these things because I love her.

You are no man! You are a child! You are a child of God even if I think you don't deserve to be so I will even pray for you.

Cody

1 comment:

Les said...

Wish she would read this..